姐姐就是这么一个人，看似温温柔柔不怎么有主见，但实际上她心里比谁都清楚，往往一句话，就能准确击中自己心里有了裂痕的地方。洪水从那里破闸而出，漫过胸膛，令人窒息。
“Yes.I was tired of seeing the depressed faces of those people and pulling one and another bodies from the ruins.I can't force myself to continue aimlessly like this.I…I just can't stand this.”声音隐隐有了哭腔，这大约是她每个夜晚都在入睡前的必修课，忍耐崩溃的理智，并维持表象上的积极与体面。
安娜塔西亚靠过去搂住她，把自己的声音放得更加轻柔。在那个妹妹被雷雨声吓得缩在床底下的漆黑夜里，她也是这样柔声细语，安抚对方一切不安与惊惧。“Calm down, Vio.Everyone has to go through this.We are not the ordinary girls.The enemy we face is too strong, so we have to be stronger than them.We must be.”
维尔娜拉住姐姐的手臂，眼泪大颗大颗的落下来，打湿裸露的肌肤与身下的木板。“But too many people have died. I don't want them to die. I hate death. Especially in front of me, in my arms.And I just watch and have no choice.I can't do anything. I just can't stand myself like this.”
抚着妹妹的头发，夜晚的风很凉，她滴落在手臂上的泪也凉，在这样的夜里，会让人觉得天空上的星也是寂寥的。“You know what I saved a girl stuck in a subway track, to be exact, her upper body.On her schoolbag hung a rabbit doll, which was full of exercise books and papers for different subjects. And a lunch wrapped in cloth.So I had potato brisket, thick egg stew, celery chicken at noon.”她慢慢的讲着这个早上学的不幸女孩的遭遇，声音也微微的颤抖。不过眼泪已经流进了某个烈日下冷却的土豆泥中，就没有再徒增伤感。
“You hate celery, I know.”而维尔娜已经痛哭起来，这又是另一个同样让人伤感的结局，在这里每天都会发生无数这样的事，除了他们这些亲历者以外没有人会知道的事。一个少女的努力和匆匆落幕的友谊，一个少年的坚持和他鼓足勇气的告白。
“Yes.But It's a magic Chinese food.That's why we're here.To save.To make up for it.To keep these beautiful things.I know you can.My dear.”安娜塔西亚把妹妹的头发梳理在耳后，于是一张满是泪痕的脸露出来，更多的眼泪倾泻而下。
“No I can’t,Sis.”女孩抛开了所有的束缚大哭起来，趴在最亲密的人怀里抽泣着询问。“This is so me.will you be disappointed about me？”
“No honey.We are the closest one to each other.We are each other.”和从前无数次一样，即使称不上相依为命，但她们是彼此最信任熟悉的人，是想成为彼此的那个样子。
“But I'm scare.Sis I'm so extremely scare.And…Anna…I'm really tired.”
“Ok……”姐姐的脸上没有任何的不耐烦，她首先平复了自己的情绪，接着擦干妹妹的脸。“Thinking about ours strawberry fields.Its strawberry season.At this time of every year.We……”
“We pick up everyone of them and make wine of…”带着哭腔的声音艰难的破泣为笑，碧绿的原野，整齐划一的莓果田，夏日的欢笑声和地窖里弥漫的甜酒香气。“Strawberry……”
这就是她们所说的美好，一支家酿甜酒，一朵小巧玲珑的草莓花，兔子玩偶和滋味浓郁的中国菜。她们的使命固然艰巨，可想到这些，坚硬的心就瞬间柔软下来，脸上忍不住荡开笑意。
渺小的人类，正因为他们精密的大脑，以最大效益的原理来看本该全无感性的大脑，挣扎出了这样的坚持。对小褐菇酱的坚持，对月色入户信步起行的坚持，对一朵晚来风中摇曳的海棠、一片火红枫林的坚持，对自由，对暖、对希望，对重获新生。他们坚持着，在这条看不到尽头的路上一去不复返，满怀着求生的决意，和满腔热烈的爱。
“Yes，What a summer.My little girl.Promise me to go on bravely.I'll be with you.And I will always be the one you can rely on.Or would you rather I gave you all the strawberries in my basket.”
维尔娜笑起来，此时没有一篮子草莓，也更没有莓果酒的香气，只有望不到尽头的湖水，和望不到尽头的哀戚。但这些确实给了她力量，一些难以言喻的，直达心底的力量。在过去的每个夜晚她都以惊人的速度成长着，到今夜，终于产生了某种阶段性的突破。
她拿起了安娜塔西亚放在自己怀里的东西，一只淡紫色的垂耳兔玩偶，蹭在皮肤上，毛茸茸的鼻尖轻吻她的手背。
“Rabbit doll……”
“Yes.He will bless you and take care of you.”安娜塔西亚擦掉了妹妹最后的眼泪，她们看起来又是一对坚强而优秀的双胞胎了。
“He？”
“Yes.His master assured me.”
“I think I have to take care of him first.”她们相视而笑，是如此的开怀，以至于任何一个人都没有意识到，双胞胎的私密夜话，一句不落的传进另一个女孩的耳朵里。
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